I want to touch my cousin...?

What makes you think that you won't have sex with eachother? If you are touching and rubbing..than ANYTHING can lead to oral/anal sex. One thing leads to another. Many people will say IEW or DO NOT DO THAT or many things. The truth is that you are curious so find another guy..maybe boyfriend..and be curious with him..just not too far. All guys have the same parts. Think about the future..when you are 30 years old..how are you going to feel remembering that you touched your own cousin. If you think/feel that it is wrong, then it probably is.Centuries back, cousins used to get married, but we are in a different time period and your family would just be heart broken. If i were you, i would get away and stop everything because it will not lead to anything good. If you like hands on you then touch yourself..