I am so sad. I bet no one had ever had this happen to them. I want to die..why is my life so terrible?

I just started seeing my ex again at the end of October. We met 3 times until last Friday. We have knwon each other for years and we even talked of getting married in 2005. But he is Korean and I am American and his family hates foreigners as a choice for their only son. Friday night he came iver and brought me a beautiful bouwuet of roses and took me to dinner. We talked about being in the US together someday, and he said right now, he does not have enugh money to go to the states But on Tuesday night, I saw someone asking him on his webpage if he arrived there and if he searched for his gate. That same night he was still here in Korea because he was answering my texts, so that person was wrong about him leaving. Then 4 hours later he got another message from this person, saying how Koreans can now get a 90 day visa to the states,without an interview and they told him to have a good life in America. So, he didn't answer my texts yesterday or today. I guess he lied to me and left me in Korea while he ran off to the states without me. He didn't say goodbye or anything. I guess he hates me. How could he do this to me, after he just told me he couldn't go now because of money, and then he left me anyways. I am crying and so sad. he did this before in 2005. He ran off for 3 months to work in Japan and didn't tell me. The second time he left to work in japan he DID tell me. But to go work in the US...my country, and leaving me behind??? That is the meanest thing ever, and I bet no one has the bad luck I have. I want to die.